Saturday, March 31, 2007
haix.. wat a dae.. nw my wish hav came tru but in e end wat i gt.. sadness.. mayb hatred..
dis aftnoon wen ta jog.. nth much.. den aft tt sty at ben's hse til quite long.. aft tt ben sae wana go out.. he sae wana buy slippers..
den aft tt i saed wana go hm n bath so dey came my hse.. by tt tym its lik evenin le..
bfore tt wen ta eat at whompoa mkt.. ate som yong tou fu n e soup is lik damn saltish.. den aft tt took 131 cos ben not feelin well.. his stomach.. so nida rest awhile.. den took 131.. den i told em.. hmm mayb we'll c somwan familar.. so dey actuali didnt tak it seriousli.. but den till novena.. guess wat.. saw Shihui..
Shihui msged duno hu lar.. tink she msg wrong person den msg mi.. saein tt she tink she saw mi n ben gan.. haha den i sae ya.. so lik didnt tok jus lik saw each other lo..
den took 66 outside my hse ther.. com bac my hse dwnstairs.. was lik damn lotsa ppl.. okae ah nehs.. brainless ah nehs.. kip pushin n pushin.. in e end pushed til my hse dwnstairs tt stp..
reached hm.. mom came hm not long aft tt.. den bathed.. dicided wher we're goin so went ta marina sq.. cabed down.. on e wae tokin bout ben nex tym drive car wil drive til wat tym..
reaced ther den lik walked 1 round of ms.. wen ta ripcurl n quiksilver.. den aft tt wen ta suntec.. on e wae ta suntec frm e bridge ther i gt dis stupid feelin.. i'll saw her.. so i jus tell myself shut up n jus go cos its impossible ta c her here..
walked.. on e wae was lik damn happi til e duck tour tingy ther.. gues wat.. my feelin is lik so...... correct lar.. i saw her.. den ben kip saein pk... pk!.. den his lik saein v loud.. at firs wanted ta avoid de.. but in e end she saw.. e feelin is lik.. my hart stp 4 a millisec.. den i jus lift my hand n wave n smile.. den my mind was blank.. n aft tt i tink e guy bside her is adrian ba.. den i started ta go crazy.. on e wae m lik v quiet.. den aft tt v kp.. Jw cnt stand mi.. but i reali duno wat happen lo.. som wire in my head jus went hay wire.. haix.. serious.. LIM JIA HAN... nw ur wish is granted.. n y r u not hapi.. i reali duno.. in fact.. i reali v sad.. i duno y.. but den newae..
Jw wen carrefour ta buy his fisherman's fren.. den aft tt wen ta e arcade.. plyed max tune.. challenged wid ben n den som cb kia came in.. plyed.. at firs cornerin was okae.. til straight rd.. everyting wen so haywire.. m lik all e wae bhind.. n i cnt jus stp tinkin lo.. i reali duno y.. serious.. my drivin is so damn wrong 2dae.. haix.. cut cornerin my tymin wrong.. straight rd i go bang lorry.. haix.. serious..
aft tt finshed plyin m lik abit okae.. den wen ta toilet on e wae saw mabel gan.. reminds mi of her agn.. haix..i reali duno wat happen 2dae.. haix.. den wen lau pa sat ta eat.. walked down.. on e wae reali no mood 4 wateva tt is happenin around mi..
on e wae was behavin lik sec sch kids.. plyin e songs in e hp so loud.. n lik tokin lik e whole corridor is ours.. haix..duno wateva..jus tt m lik walkin wid em n den til ben plyed e song.. i walked awae.. den he wen in front ta find Jw..
reaced lau pa sat.. ate e satay.. was lik e mre i ear e mre i lose my appetite.. den aft tt cabed hm.. tink tts all 4 2dae.. no mood.. nytx all~ oh ya i took a sports cab.. n e driver is n ah neh..
11:45 PM