hmm..georgia..nice font..haha.. newae okae 2dae wen ta mit up wid my long lost buddy n 1 of my fren serxing.. supposed ta mit up at 1400 but ended up mitin at 1430 cos she postponed it..walked tha bugis cos i missed 130..on e wae tot bout sth..ya..sth..okae..den aft tt was headin ta arcade til serxing msged mi tellin mi ta mit at mrt ther..den e funniest part..she was at e corner of e station n m at e otehr corner..we didnt noe tt til we tell each other wher r we..haha den aft tt dominic my long lost st john buddy came..chit chat'ed at Starbuck..tokin bout wat happen ta us and all dos stupid stuffs we did last tym..spent 7plus on a cup of ice blended caffe mocha..aft tt wen ta ply pool..wen hm at 5 plus..took mrt ta dhoby ghaut den aft tt bus..
aft tt supposed ta mit ben at 730 at dhoby ghaut..haha duno go wher or do wat..so ya..n 6plus qi msged mi saein tt dey will go ta SC's hse ta party..cos 2 dae SC's bdae..hapi bdae SC..haha..okae den aft tt i cn feel my hartbeat..but duno y..shes comin..den i told myself..if i go out ta e station..if we r fated ta mit we'll mit..den i walked slowli..i even walk round..but in e end tink dey took bus..and i reac e station..i gt in2 e station..n sth kip holdin mi bac..so i called ben..i find n xcuse ta go bac..i rush bac..n den took my bag.den qi told mi tt dey're downstairs..m so...scared but xcited?haha..okae den chat wid her..normal chattin?she poke my face lik last tym..n janice saed hi so many tyms but i jus lost 4 wrds n tinkin so hard ta find sth ta tok..aft tt told her mit ben at 8 but actualli at 745..aft tt rush ta ps..
plyed a few rounds of max tune..wasnt concentratin..my whole mind is tinkin bout y e hell i didnt tel her wat i wana tel her..aft tt i called qi..told her ta drag til 930 den go hm..aft tt ben saed tt he gt no wher ta go..den aft tt i oso nowher ta go i hinted ta him tt i wana go bac..i toked ta him while walkin ta e bus stop..i duno wat ta sae..in fact i duno hw ta sae..den he jus sae dun complain aft we both r bac 2gether..den i tel him tt dis topic is wait til mi n her reali 2gether le den sae..but i gues i wnt complain le ba..cos i reali accept everyting le..newae den aft tt my stomach started ache..damn SHYT lar...she havta go hm n i nida shyt..i duno wat ta do at firs lo..tot cn tahan til aft i send her hm but den cnt even tahan til my hse tt stp lo..i rushed hm..shyt n jus rushed out..qi told mi tt dey r leavin le..i jus run out...den walk her hm..
on e wae i ask her alot of tings..whether we hav a chance of being 2gether..she saed mayb..i ask her wat is mayb..she sae if its fated its fated..i tink its lik stil not answered..den we continue ta chat til wen we're at her hse downstairs..i ask her agn..n she ans mi dos not yes not no ans..lik kinda wishy washy lo..haix..i jus duno lar..wats mre...she saed tt hw much she luv e both of us...i reali..............duno hw ta sae ... its lik a 9mths relationship is somwat equal ta a few wks of relationship..sommre its jus frens...haix..m reali...hurt?..mayb..she told mi 2ml she'll mit mi..tym she'll tel mi..n i decided..by 2ml its either i giv up or patch wid her..deres not waitin le...mayb m impatient..yes i m..n sommre i jus CNT TAK IT WEN SHE SAED EQUALLI!!!..haix..duno lar..
tts it 4 2dae..no mood?..nytx all..~
u jus duno hw much u mean ta mi..i duno hw ta show..but i cn sae tt if u were ta ask mi hw much i love u..its e ans u gav mi tt tym e q u asked mi bac..i duno wat ta do..m tryin my bes but its jus not wat i wanted..i cnt let go..its tru..i reali cnt let go...i dun wan e fre tix..i wana watch movie wid u..jus e both of us..lik normal couples..ya..
10:23 PM
Yours Truly
Jiahan
thats what everyone calls me.
13th may is my big day
& 20yrs of experience braving through the storms
of course with some of you guys.. =))
