okae..long fri nytx..supposed ta mit her 2dae..s a fren..call her ta giv mi a call wen she reached hm..den we tok bout wher ta go..aft tt i decided..she didnt noe it..n m stil listenin wher she wana go n den i wil mak changes..mayb wat she tink is i duno wher ta go agn..s usual..newae ya..supposed ta mit at 3 at bugis wen we hung up at 1410..i jus rushed ta bath n den my mom nv giv mi money so wen ta mkt ta find her n den settle my quick lunch there..took 980 ther n i reached at 1500(my clock is 5mins faster)..

den at awhile she ask mi wher m i n i saed i reac le..she call mi ta go walk walk but duno y m jus stuck on tt chair ther..n i kip tinkin n tinkin n tinkin..duno tink wat..den tink til she reached..she wore tt set she bought at dis fashion..n shoe..i wear a esprit white tee n e so caled 3/4..n my usual slippers since i told her casual..den aft tt we wen ta e other bus stop bhind bugis n waited 4 bus..she duno wat bus we're takin..she tot m takin her ta clementi but actual fact m bringin her ta vivo..cos she mentioned she wana go vivo..at firs wana go sentosa de but its v cloudy..so decided ta bring her go vivo..

on e wae passed dis whole stretch of bridal shop..i tot of sth suddenli..last tym wen m wid her..tot of wat wil happen 5-10 yrs ltr..tts e firs tym i tot so far ahead..but den..on e wae ta vivo m jus tinkin of hw cute she cn b..she jus lik listenin ta songs n den push mi wid her elbow..okae newae reaced vivo not long aft tt..

we went in..her body language tells mi tt its cold..but i didnt bring my jacket along..haix..so ya..den i ask her whether shes cold..aft tt wen ta e 3rd floor..she wanted ta eat dinner..its 4sth btw tt tym.so wen ta fd republic ta eat..ordered thick toast..sth tt i considered s junk food but..ya..she wana eat..so buy..so bought otah milo n prok floss..she wen ta buy dou hua..oh nw 98.7 is broadcastin wat goes around comes around by justin timberlake..newae ya..den we sat down at a corner..den ate e dou hua..n she called mi ta eat e otah wan..n dos tt noes mi..u guys noe tt i dun tak spicy stuff..but in e end i took it..cos its she call mi ta try..so tried it..

den aft tt finish eating..wen pet safari..i didnt noe tt deres a pet safari ther in vivo..newae wen ta c dogs..m lik abit surprised cos she dun lik dogs..den wen arcade..e arcade ther was lik so nth ta ply..so wen down..she bought a cardigen at lp zone..15bucks..n den aft tt wen shoppin round..aft tt she saed she wana ply pool.. aft walkin around she sae she wana go ps.. den aft awhile she wana go clubbin.. m lik abit pissed off cos lik shes fickle minded..but den aft awhile okae le.. so took bus 65..

on e wae she plyed bei pan..e song by cao ge.. n its lik............ i cnt stop tinkin bout dos tings wen i listen ta e song..so i call her ta change song..n she change ta wo ke yi.. WORSE lo...den i call her ta change agn..den its a song she liks..n den she fell aslp on e bus i continue tinkin..tinkin whether m goin out wid her 2dae is s a stead or s a fren.. but i jus tak it its a outin s a fren.. den lik i kip lookin at her.. everytym wen she wana slp in e bus she'll jus lie on2 my shoulder den everyturn i'll mak sure her head wnt jus move..but dis tym i jus duno wat ta do lo..til wen we reac e borders ther i decided ta call her ta rest on my shoulder but den wen i hold her hand tt tym she woke up..so in e end didnt tel her..tinkin tt we're gona reac so didnt mention it jus tt lookin at her ta mak sure her head wnt knock on 2 e glass or wateva..

n den reached ps..alot of ppl..okae gona kip it short..wen arcade plyed 2 games wid her..den aft tt walked ta prklane ta ply pool..

reached ther took e cues..n e person ASKED 4 MY IC... wat the..okae den s usual teach her...everytym ply wid her i will sure lose..cos i jus cnt kip tinkin of dos stupid stuffs..s in our stuffs..haix.. its lik so near yet its so far awae... so lik last tym wen m wid L..(stance u noe hu stp askin n SHUT up..) den aft tt no mood ta ply..mak her oso no mood cos i sae her.. agn.. jus so hate myself y m i so lik my dad..haix.. okae den aft tt main pt..

walked ta e bus stp infront of sunshine plaza.. waited 4 56..i saw her face..shes lik tinkin of sth..den i ask her wat shes tinkin.. she saed y its rainin..den i smile n ask her so wat e ans..she saed cos god wans it ta rain.. den i gt ta e main pt..i ask so isit cn or cnt.. she waited 4 a few sec n she asked..wats e question agn.. -______-|l den i rephrased e question n asked her.. cn we b 2gether?..she sae nw or nex tym..den i tel her..if saed nex tym she'll sae duno..or mayb..den she sae ya mayb..den i sae i wan nw..yes or not..n she saed no.. so i told her bout e sakae bet and wat i told qi.. i told her tt 2dae its either i 4get it or continue ta b 2gether...deres not mayb or waitin.. so everyting ended 2dae..i decided ta giv up.. nw deres a pig on my hp..wen deres no pig on my hp..tts wen i 4gotten her.. dis is wat ive decided.. n i dun wana eat tt sakae treat lo..i rather treat qi lo..but wateva..no t saein all dis.. cos its all ova.. newae thx qi..4 givin mi hope n mak mi continue till nw..n thx guys 4 all ur advices.. thx =)

n ta u if ure readin.. yes ur dumb..but m jus dumber.. mayb.. n thx 4 givin mi sucha pain lesson.. m not tryin ta b sarcastic here.. serious..

ta ben..nw i wana complain oso cant le..ya..

i realised tt..its lik plyin pool.. 1 cue ball 2 solid.. u cnt hit both ball in2 2diferent pockets at same tym..u havta hit either 1..