gt up so early this morning.. 7+ omg.. mom called this morning when shes at the market.. thought is alarm so rejected it.. till i went ta bath then i realised.. mom bought bee hoon.. damn oily.. after that walked to tekka market.. waiting for yi po.. my moms auntie? haha.. then took 147 to Hougang.. guess what.. its like a journey with lizard.. i'm like sitting on the outer seat.. while m reading the newpaper a lizard dropped down onto the seat.. then i had a shocked.. its like we had eye contact for split seconds.. lol.. then i continue to read my newspaper.. after that don't know where the lizard went.. so hack.. okae then.. went to Bright Ming Hill there.. took my uncle's fren car.. that car damn powderful.. car move then got air con.. never move.. no air con.. and my cousin was so loooooonnnnngggg winded.. his like worse then me lo.. whatever.. the place was packed with peeps.. omg so many of them.. after that went to eat.. went TPY that Yum Cha.. but the place was so packed.. past her house.. so tempted to message her.. but in the end didnt.. alot of things just came back.. like the water flow went you flush the toilet.. it GUSHED out.. not leak out.. waited for my uncle n his fren to drive deir car n pick us up and my cousin on the song Wo Ke Yi.. its like OMFG.. i just can't stop thinking lo.. wha.. leave that place.. told myself not to think so much.. on e car still think.. after a long while.. it stopped.. and somehow we reached our destination.. Yan Ge restaurant.. the food there quite nice.. not bad.. spent bout 170 bucks on tim sum.. after that went furniture mall near Suntec there.. somehow i really dont like my cousin.. 1 of them.. serious.. no manners.. haix.. then walked to Suntec with him and that girl cousin of mine.. they are like so love to hold my hand.. everytime she want to hold i just feel so awkward lo.. shes sec1 .. and her height is like 16+.. omg and we really look like... u know.. then i msged this FREN of mine lar.. this time cause i think of he/her.. shall not say.. and that FREN thought i'm bored then message her.. haix.. sadded.. when we msg my cousin all reading what m typing.. sickening.. and he/she went to study.. after didnt expect to get a reply.. and we msged again.. my cousins all looking at what i'm typing and thought i'm messaging Pk.. haix.. cause they saw Pk bfore.. so... ya... anyway then on the way home.. and still msging.. till i reach home.. nothing much le..
i have no confidence.. m no longer like the last time.. my mind is like a whirl.. i cant take this any longer.. i really don't know what to do..
7:41 PM
Yours Truly
Jiahan
thats what everyone calls me.
13th may is my big day
& 20yrs of experience braving through the storms
of course with some of you guys.. =))
