Mon BLUES.. was late for work.. nobody noticed.. started the same things.. data entry.. think 2days later i will finish the first carton.. then i've got another carton.. haix.. and Huilin will be going to Causeway Point to work.. and m alone.. which is more sianx.. anyway.. used to it? haha.. okay.. after that went gym.. as usual they're late.. bought a double cheese and sat PATHETICALLY at the ticket booth there and eat.. finished eating they finally came.. today gym still okay.. not shag enough.. done shoulder and tricep.. and Jw's godfather call us to join them for their training next time.. we are like thinking about that.. 5 days each day 2 muscles group.. each session is an hour.. m not scared about this.. m scared about the weights.. even my most confidence muscle group also cant compare to theirs.. their back exercise weight is.. 60-80kg each side for dead lift!!!?? mine is like 25-35 kg only lo.. haix.. OMG.. and m scared of biceps and legs.. this 2 is my weakest muscles lo.. and i hate doing them.. haix.. anyway still thinking.. most prob will join them? don't know.. went to mac.. saw Grace koh taking the escalator.. with someone else.. then chatted.. after that rushed back.. nothing today also.. so maybe shall stop here.. nytx..~ =))
its like grabbing a sand.. its like landing onto a quick sand.. its like coming into a road junction waiting to see the light.. There are moments when I don't know if it's real.. being led to a dark room.. with words of unspoken truth..
dis will be the last time..
10:46 PM
Yours Truly
Jiahan
thats what everyone calls me.
13th may is my big day
& 20yrs of experience braving through the storms
of course with some of you guys.. =))