okae woke up earli 2dae.. 10+ lol.. surprisingli my dad called mi up.. his chantin.. zzz... wen ta my uncle hse.. bai bai.. den ate walked hm wid mom.. 2dae my mind seems ta b not wrkin.. kip dreamin.. i duno y.. newae den reaced hm finish watchin e meet e Robinsons.. e show quite nice.. den aft tt nth ta do.. so ply TD.. okae cut short.. den evenin Jw msged mi sae Yixin ask whether wana go ply pool.. den i sae okae.. he sae mit at 645.. aft tt 6sth he msged saed dun mit so earli.. den i dragged til 7 den go out.. surprisingli i wore jeans 2dae.. thou its lik so near.. bugis.. haha.. n SHOES.. hello.. Jh seldom wear shoes.. lol.. okae tts e fact.. walked ther.. saw Jw n Yixin plyin le.. sat down n look at e gal at e counter.. gt 2.. i is quite tall.. another wan nv notice her much till e tall wan went hm.. quite chio.. n den deres dis 2 couple coms open table.. 2 gals n 2 guys.. e guys i dun wana sae.. e gals.. 1 is pretty n 1 is cute.. sec sch student thou.. den e mst interestin ting is.. e cute gal kip lookin at us.. but wateva.. dis wan not so interestin.. e interestin part is.. i tink e guy tt had a crush on her or is her bf..wateva.. gt a red cue.. n his specs is red colour.. n his tryin ta impress tt gal hw gd is his skill.. 2bad his fren is beta den him..haha.. dey ply soso oni.. so ya.. den lik tts wen my mind start ta tink.. kip lookin at tt gal.. but wateva.. told Jw tt i wana ply a round.. so i cn dun tink of dos tings.. surprisingli.. i won Jw afew rounds.. n Yixin oso.. haha.. 2dae abit on form.. n i finish a round wid Jw dey stil haven break yet.. stil tokin bout deir theory.. den rmbed sth.. tt tym at snookerium.. haix.. i requested ta ply another round agn.. dis tym lost.. omg.. so told myself not ta tink so much.. aiya in e end win mst of e round i plyed.. den went BK eat.. aft tt Jw wanted ta break up wid his stead.. tts wat he sae.. lets c.. den called Ben.. call him ta com dwn.. met at Bugis.. den wen Somerset wid Jw.. ta mit his gf.. met his gd at cine.. den aft tt he wen duno wher n mi Ben n Yixin walked 2wards Borders.. den bac ta Ps.. on e wae chatted.. at Ps.. Yixin took mrt.. Ben n i took 139.. saw Traces.. almost cnt rmb hu is she.. haha.. den tink tts all 4 2dae.. kinda tired oso.. nytx all..
dos feelins cam bac.. i duno is cos m nt used ta it wout u.. or i stil haven 4gtten u.. but in my mind its jus emptiness.. som hw abit hatred.. n no sense of direction..
11:52 PM
Yours Truly
Jiahan
thats what everyone calls me.
13th may is my big day
& 20yrs of experience braving through the storms
of course with some of you guys.. =))
