came back not long after jogging.. m stuck... i mean design... okae i mean both.. just now thought of the idea but forgotten once i came back.. i just drew 1/5 of the design.. i don't think m gonna like this first 1.. don't have my style in it.. guess i wont be sleeping so early today.. stupid stuffs keep flashing through my mind instead of ideas.. serious.. hate it.. why cant i just be more rational.. today got home around 4 plus.. cause half morning.. got back tim sum for mom which cost 20+ bucks.. a lot of things.. got home download the stupid game.. been downloading over and over again.. and don't want to download le.. okay Ming and JJ if your reading this.. m not going to play the game le.. you all go ahead ba.. some mores its 3D game.. and its OMFG.. cause 1st time i played Ragnarok.. i PUKED.. anyway.. keep listening to this song which is the OST of Yuan Dian.. 空秋千.. the song is nice.. or maybe i will say.. the lyrics is saying what m feeling.. haha.. have been listening to it over and over again since 730.. till now.. okay think thats all got to design something out by tonight..
i wished for something.. but somehow its kinda came true.. in some way.. but i just want it to be in that way.. i backed out.. cause i hate competition.. now i kinda regret.. regret of what ive done.. i think its too late.. and its past tense.. but its like a yesterday's thing .. somehow it seems to be an after effect? 1 side is telling me this and the other side is telling me another.. what should i do.. i read people's secret.. think they just way lot better than me.. cause i don't even have the courage to say it online.. that fragrance of yours.. its obvious now isn't it.. ya you.. the same q every time you asked.. i wont get sick of answering.. well... back to reality.. i think everything is too late.. haix~
8:52 PM
Yours Truly
Jiahan
thats what everyone calls me.
13th may is my big day
& 20yrs of experience braving through the storms
of course with some of you guys.. =))
