okay.. firstly.. tomorrow m working and it SUCKS man..
i really kinda hate going to work now..
as in going there doing those shit stuffs..
sorry i cant stop myself from saying those unpleasant words..
so if u find it offensive then don't read..
got so kinda emo suddenly..
work just SUCKS..
doing the same thing and some more its not what you want to do..
Huilin says she is quitting.. and i don't know whether i can or not..
cause they say that mine is project based..
AND WHY THE HELL M I DOING SOME FUCKING SHIT WHICH IS NOT INCLUDED IN THE SO CALLED PROJECT!!??
serious.. i just thinks that its cheap labor..
and the salary is so damn fucking low lar..
say what when m done with my stuffs i can go off..
okay maybe i should just blame myself that m 20 next year and m still thinking like a kid..
enough of all this shit..

today thought m going to rot at home the whole day..
then ming asked me whether want to go play pool or not..
so i just say okay.. then started to ask people to go..
then he said go CSC play bowling..
since i've got nothing to do so i just okay lo..
then waited for people to reply..
after that finally met at 330 at CSC..
theres Sher Ming JJ and me..
on the way to CSC saw Ming and Sher..
so walked there together.. Ming cycled..
then reached there they having some league game..
so can't play.. then play a round of pool with Sher..
warm up game.. almost lost..
and cant even concentrate well..
then JJ came.. at first he said he wants to watch tv..
after said take cab go concourse play pool he said okay..
so cabbed to concourse..
played and then can u imagine i only win 1 round.. after playing 2hrs plus..
and that 1 round is really tyco..
then cabbed back to CSC cause Ming left his bike there..
Sher dropped us there and then she went home..
walked from CSC back home..
waited for mom and watched the Chan U show at 730..
was eating hot dog and crab stick while watching..
then mom came back.. so after the show went to meet dad at around Bugis there..
and went to the SUCKIEST STEAMBOAT RESTAURANT..
the what Tian Tian Huo Guo..
serious.. the SERVICE sucks.. FOOD sucks everything just SUCKS..
have not eaten steamboat which is SO FUCKING SUCKS before lo..
and its also fucking EXPENSIVE lar..
paid 80 bucks to eat food that tasted like shit..
ate a little and dad asked mi why m i not eating..
i said the food here sucks lo..
then on the way back home i m very quiet..
my dad keep grumbling..
he forever rub salt on the wound.. so used to it..
then back home.. he gave mi 50 bucks..
think its my ang bao money ba..
so i kept it lo.. haix..
consolation prize ba.. whatever..
what a waste of money.. i swear i wont go there again..
even if people treat me..
think shall end here.. the steamboat just spoils my mood..

anyway i'll change it.. when i feel like to.. cause m lazy..
okay thats an excuse.. but whatever it is.. depends.. ya..

what is it call when you know its wrong and you still do it?
stubborn..
stupid..
then why people knows that bday wishes will not come true and still make bday wishes?
its true that dream is total opp from reality..
tested and proven..