hmm.. damn tired now..
but somehow cant get to sleep..
have not been sleeping these 2 days..
was rushing some crap that just got rejected..
well just have to get on with it and come out with a better design..

that trophy lesson at 12 was boring..
purely bullshitting session..
we have to present our trophy..
so think everyone just bullshit their way through..
hmm drew this last minute sketch..
then the lecturer said me..
well accepted it cause its really bad..
thanks to this lesson cause got to see orange today..
was told to go down to the 2nd floor for lesson..
orange was with her friends waiting outside the classroom..
saw her and Hanna said she look at me..
got this feeling that she knows that m talking about her..
anyway.. leave it as it is now..
ignorance is bliss.. haha..
oh and i think i know oranges name..
but dont know whether its really hers not.. haha..
cause day before.. she didnt log off the com..
and m the next 1 using it..
cause i need the scanner..

rushed to print the postcard thing..
anyway in the end got rejected..
was told that i don't know how to draw..
so somehow i really doubt myself..
but what to do.. i chose this path..
kinda stupid to doubt myself..
whatever..

didnt went gym with Ben and Jw..
so damn tired.. slept after bath..
but just not enough..
oh ya.. and shocking news..
Jovi messaged this morning..
saying that she got transferred to Citylink..
after that i just realised that RP and Citylink is 2 different outlet..
LOL.. serious dumbass..
but anyway.. exam week got approve..
and really quite shocked after reading the message..
thought Sept is the major transfer..
and it just brought forward? or whatever..

okay.. theres alot more..
but some kinda politics and things thats not mine so rather not say..
so end here.. damn tired.. night..
and m considering whether to delete away this blog..

was waiting for something to happen..
but some how it didnt happen..
quite sad at first
but think now its much clearer on what i want now..
sometimes.. something can make people cant help but to take a 2nd look..
or even more..