she had paper today..
don't know what i can do to help her other than telling her to think positively..
serious m sucks at consoling others..

today was damn rush..
didnt went for school today but went for the ad seminar which was at Orange Grove..
before that went to Toa Payoh for a haircut at Ben's aunt's salon..
mom followed but don't know why..
just kinda bit bastard as she told Ben's aunt that i've got class..
i mean she can just take her time right..
what will the lady think.. haix..
so damn inconsiderate..
but anyway still get my haircut done..
met Jiahao and the rest at bus stop opp Far East..
talked to Jerome, Shimin, and Gerome.. lol..
abit weird but.. lol.. still talk.. aiya you know i wont start talking..

kinda constructive going there..
did learn something so yea..
during the QnA i just walked out of the room half way cause m so damn late..
was rushing back home to get my things cause i thought i've got time to go back and take..

took a cab to Bugis..
and got our face done..
this is the first time m doing the shit together with them..
what to do.. its a teamwork thing..
so heard alot of swearings and stuffs from fish as usual..
and when we walked to the carpark, all the eyes were like looking at us..
but at least they didnt really recognise us.. (except for those push carts). .

got to the place and as usual all the people there looking at us..
and Jovi asked me did i really paint my face willingly..
so did Shidah, Shinyi and Yy. .
got in..those kind of eyes again..
i really hate that.. but whatever..
i cant see them clearly cause i didnt wear specs so still alright..

Taboo.. that place.. it was so much like a club rather than a pub..
i really don't like that place but still..
got in first thing is looking for..
and she didnt stand far from the entrance so yea..
Mandy was there so chat abit with Mandy and after that she went off..
felt kinda bad though.. cause she felt so leftout i think..
saw Sally Phua.. Nana.. Juliet (tai tai look lar).. the whole of LP and alot more..

was kinda feeling sucks cause of my face..
but then..
went to eat.. was damn hungry so took quite alot of things..
at first for the whole shop.. but in the end i ate it.. LOL
NAC was beside us and i saw Jovi..
was thinking i wanted to go over to talk to her.. cause of Asmarni..
but in the end i just went to talk to her..
she was talking about Jovi and me..
and again those kinda things..in malay?..
was quite pissed but anyway just let them say whatever they want then..
i just won't want to care and i don't need Jovi as a back up or stepping stone..
took picture with Jovi.. but the paint beside the mouth came off..
so its abit not nice..

went back inside and practically sianx..
cause i really don't like this kinda place..
whatever.. or maybe theres alot of people..
got to the dressing competition thing..
got West mall.. buying team... Lp and Bj..
in the end LP got first..
anyway not sad or whatever..

after that went home straight..
Shuxian msged..
said something that stunned me.. but.. anyway.. yea..

got home.. and the movie issue came in..
its really.. haix.. abit sad rather than angry.. well..
i just don't know its a good thing or not..
for this kinda things to happen..
was told shes transfering on Mon.. kinda u know..

okay m tired and thought of things that i wont want to think..
so bye..~