think shes just someone that walk passed my life.. (end of chapter)

i really don't know what to say..
since it came so naturally why can't just go with the flow?
so your not so soon will be when? (i don't understand)
why must everything be so complicated?

maybe its a one sided thing all along..
or maybe i just think too much..

don't you understand theres a difference between friends and crush?

its all back to 0.. yea
and now as friends..
its not what i want..
its what you want (i don't mean anything here)..
of course can still be friends..
why not?

i really thought that things will be different..
but now.. the conclusion is still this..
all along.. i have been trying to run away from the fact..
thinking that the conclusion will end..
somehow it really ended..
i really don't know what to say..
abit pissed and very sad..
this is the answer that m fighting for all along..
well done jiahan..

m tired.. mentally and physically..
maybe more on mentally..
someone can just stab me from the front and i promise i wont retaliate..
but make it quick..